Testo Vain try

Again I sit aside and smile pretending

Not to watch them getting more than they deserve

I can't take it with a smile no longer

Don't say I blind myself to facts with sheer belief in
What I want to own for sure, 'cause it's not true



All they see, all they expected is a joke beside your silent traits

This foolish competition leads to loss and anger

Some uncool kind of jealousy holds me captive and it's

Not too hard to understand that only you can clear my headache



Oh, so we're far too far to get caught up, but you tell them things that I don't know
How come you seem to perform a duty when you join me in the dark

And like the last time this stitching silence has taken over

And I hate myself for having caused another spoiled night-out



As it is you are the force that makes my life stand up and fall

This is what happened and I remember how it was before

I'll never reaccept my way of living in former days

I know both ways now and I know which one I prefer



But can't you see I need your helping hand to pull me back

My one-sided tries are vain, 'cause in this game you're cause and effect

I give you what you want from me, but do you really care enough for me

You owe me nothing in return, it's just a deal to show me the things of our concern