Testo Redemption

Redemption
redemption

cast aside, discarded, and deranged
thrown from the warmth of home
placed into to something I am not
to a family i am not akin
not father nor mother
shes not my fucking sister
these cretins don't care about me
how can we believe this to begin

take a glimpse as im waving goodbye
this is someone, you won't see again

this is the person i was breed to be
i wont see this face in the mirror again

spare a glance as im passing you by
she is someone you will never know again

I'm bruised from living this lie ill never be your child, never again

how am i expected to see,
you in the same light as me
one last deep breath
breathe in
one last deep breath
breathe in

the extrapolation of one, long drawn breathe
the collective end of that chapter
from here, and everything after
I wont be what you've predestined

this is the final door slammed shut
let out a lonesome sigh
we aren't blood but, you are our child
these tired antics; worn thin

take a glimpse as im waving goodbye
this is someone, you won't see again

this is the person i was breed to be
i wont see this face in the mirror again

spare a glance as im passing you by
she is someone you will never know again

im bruised from living this lie
ill never be your child, never again

one last deep breath, breathe in
ill never be your child again
one last deep breath