Testo Colossus

No I can't see,
or I can't imagine, what it was like for you
supporting your family when you should have been in school.
To think
of the things you've done
before I was around,
I wonder what you're thinking
of what were facing now.
Does it affect, your life and the rest,
Struggling on, to get by somehow?
And when your best was put to the test,
did you feel left out?

Try
I try real hard, but I can't understand.
I see your wisdom when I look into your hands.
Time
has changed so much since when you were young.
It seems like yesterday when you were having fun.

When I got up,
got up this morning I took a deep breath and then that's when I said to myself: "here I go again."
I had to look for it, imagine, I could not ignore it.
My trouble, it means nothing. I can't believe.