Testo Stream Of Consciousness

I know I told these tales for many years now
I feel it's time to set my story free
Questions about what my future holds now
The thoughts of where I'll end up where I'll be

Maybe then (Maybe if I let it go)
I'll be wiser
Maybe then (Maybe if I set it free) I'll be kind to myself
Maybe then
I'll know better
Maybe then I'll know much more than this

No one's understanding when I'm speaking
The only girl that understands is me
I'm talking to myself so you will listen
I guess that's how it's always gonna be
Yes, I know I'm not perfect
But I'm sure I'm getting stronger now
Hope that all this is worth it
Maybe then I'll make my mother proud