Testo Almost Gone

What if the worst has finally happened and I'm out here with my friends
Cut off, alone, and I hate it
I can't get home cause home I'm wasted

I never learned, I never tried
To open up, to speak my mind
I’m half-asleep, I’m uninspired
Been up for days, completely wired
Don't blame yourself
Cope with loss on your terms

Now I can’t sleep unless I’m on one
Go to work unless I’m turnt
Tramadol, Codeine are my saviours
9 to 5, clock in and I’m wasted
Can you tell that I’m faded?

I never learned, I never tried
To open up, to speak my mind
I’m half-asleep, I’m uninspired
Been up for days, completely wired
Don't blame yourself
Cope with loss on your terms
I’m just holding on, I’m barely here
I’m almost gone

I never wanted to be, I never wanted to feel
I can’t cope with the pain, I can’t help how I feel
When did life get so real

Don't blame yourself
Cope with loss on your terms
I’m just holding on, I’m barely here
I’m almost gone