Testo Silence

I'm surrounded by others
But I feel so alone
In an endless battle
Inside my head
Don't know who is the enemy
And who is the martyr
It makes it harder
Am I guilty for being real?
For saying how I really feel?
Am I better off keeping it inside
And living a lie?
Because my words will hurt you
But my silence will kill us

Try to keep focus on myself
And think things through
To gain independence
With or without you
Justify my intentions
To make my guilt disappear
My mind's growing foggy
Got to make things clear
Am I guilty for being real?
For saying how I really feel?
Am I better off keeping it inside
And living a lie?
Because my words will hurt you
But my silence will kill us

I think I'll keep my mouth shut
And look the other way
Close my eyes tonight
Tomorrow is another day.