Testo Ain't Happy

I should love life but I’m struggling
Days passing by I don’t look at them
Don’t leave my house drown myself in rose

They say that I’ll be ok
That I will find love one day
Time’s on my side I’m still young
And my heart will survive
But lately I wish I was high all the time
What have you done to me
Want all my memories
To fade away
Sometimes I wish I was you
So I don’t feel this pain
Live a more simple life
And stop the rain

All the demons in me
All the colours I can see
Though I wanna be
I ain’t happy
All the little things become a bigger thing
The guys on TV they are my best friends
I wanna be free but I’m caught in my blues

They say that I’ll be ok
That I will find love one day
Times on my side I’m still young
And my heart will survive

But lately I wish I was high all the time
What have you done to me
Want all my memories
To fade away
Sometimes I wish I was you
So I don’t feel this pain
Live a more simple life
And stop the rain

All the demons in me
All the colours I can see
Though I wanna be
I ain’t happy

None of this feels right
And you're laughing all the time
And my heart won't be ok
I ain't happy