Testo My Heavy

Testo My Heavy

HEY!
Do you remember me?
I used to have a dream, a path, a way to see it through at least
that's what you sold me, so who do I believe,
when it's business
but the business is dying well

Faster than you could dig your grave,
You made the same mistake that everybody else has made

Never did I need to,
but I still believed you
when you said that this would be the only way

And I know:

I can be angry, aggravating, I can be so hard on myself
I can be stubborn, I can be selfish and I'll never ask for help
I'd be lying if I said I've got my shit all figured out

This is my heavy, this is my everything

HEY!
I've had better days
but I've gotta face what's been coming my way
stop blaming everybody else but me
handle the worst with some positivity

cuz that's not what this is all about
I need to find a way I can dig myself out
take back the bones that were buried in doubt
and write a song just to tell you how it felt

I can be angry, aggravating, I can be so hard on myself
I can be stubborn, I can be selfish and I never ask for help
I'd be lying if I said I've got my shit all figured out

This is my heavy
This is my everything now

I can be faithless, so damn jaded, so frustrated, filled with doubt
Stressed and hating how I fucked this up and I'll never live it down
but I'm honest, constant, faithful and I'll that's where I'll beat you out

This is my heavy
This is my everything

Don't let 'em bring you down
I've found a way to break us out of this machine
trust me, if you want this then be the means
Face yourself, your fear, your doubt
There's no time to waste because the world won't wait for you

I can be angry, aggravating, I can be so hard on myself
I can be stubborn, I can be selfish but god, I really need your help
I'd be lying if I said that I could do this by myself

This is my heavy
This is my everything now

I can be faithless, so damn jaded, so frustrated, filled with doubt
Stressed and hating how I fucked this up and I'll never live it down
but I'm honest, constant, faithful and I'll never let you down

This is my heavy
This is my everything
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