Testo It's Been Awhile

And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that were rendered
I stretched myself beyond my means

And it's been awhile
Since I could say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile
Since I could say I love myself as well, and
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that were rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again

And It's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile
But ether way the candles light your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste

And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
To be, I know it's me
I cannot blame it on my father
He did the best he could for me

And It's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry