Testo Jaded Messiah

Who I am
I don't know
But I'm searching to find it
I stand before the looking glass
But there's a jaded reflection of me
I try to be
I try to see
But I feel nothing but darkness
To trust in lies is suicide
It's just a jaded messiah
The face I see is no longer me
It's just your jaded messiah

What this means is unclear to me,
But I'm trying to swallow
Your damn disease is corrupting me
I kill the pain with the T-H-C
I try to be
I try to see
But I feel nothing but darkness...

To trust in lies is suicide It's just a jaded messiah
The face I see is no longer me
It's just your jaded messiah

Life reads like porn to me
A fucked up philosophy ah-ha
We're desensitized
Garbage in and garbage out
The mans got a lot of clout ah-ha
It makes me mad... it makes me mad

To trust in lies is suicide
It's just a jaded messiah
The face I see is no longer me
It's just your jaded messiah