Testo Cyanide

Maybe I should drink some cyanide
Anything to make me disappear
Call a man to make me feel alive
Cause I don't really care 'bout nothing at all
Just wanna be thin
So I can take it all off
Wanna make some new friends
If you wanna see my blueprint
It's not under my blue jeans
But we could sit all night
To some Jay-Z
We could've been amazing
California Daydream
Surely we ain't in love at 18
You were mine for the summer
You were mine 'till it rained
Listening to Jay-Z
Tryna feel something

Maybe I should switch to cherry wine
Might make me act less like a bitch
I know I said that I would never lie But I don't really care 'bout you anymore
Just wanna be thin
I know it won't be enough
I just wanna make you understand

If you wanna see my blueprint
It's not under my blue jeans
We could sit all night to some Jay-Z
We could've been amazing
California Daydream
Surely we ain't in love at 18
You were mine for the summer
You were mine 'till it rained
Listening to Jay-Z
Just tryna feel, tryna feel something, oh no
And it's all I'll ever do
Listening to Jay-Z
Tryna feel something, yeah, yeah