Testo Intro

Dear Lord thank you for lettin me be here to see another day again I'm greatful to be alive God bless the souls that came in with lucky to have a good family that loves me please let my girl no how much I love her sorry that were both so unhealthy I feel so guilty every time I pray I feel like I ask her to help me I don't pray with the hopes to get wealthy I just success I know it sounds selfish I've always been a screwup i finally got the chance to fix it is signed a record deal after all these I wish I was more optimistic I'm really scared what If they don't like what that hear what if I don't make a career out of music what am I supposed to do then I'm always getting judged I hate to see my face in the mirror I wrote about so many times I don't have inspiration or spear I barely even hear I down on the I feel like I've been gone all year even when I'm home there's so much pressure to be rittz it's hard to feel like I'm all there so many wish they could rap for living so complaining about unfair some days I feel like I've been living in a dream other times feel like a nightmare I need some of my peers bc I got a bunch if songs to right I feel like my future depens on this I rig myself a lots of selfishness got to get some confidence in my partnership don't wanna disappoint my fans that are listin bc they expect something incredible in the end without them I'm nothing