Testo Kill Me Now

Here's another night, another chance to lie
Faced with opportunities but lucking will to try

Switching off all of my senses and
Pretend none of this is happening

I don't need to drown
my sorrow anymore Numbness takes me far beyond
the point of being bored

Going through the motions every day
Keep my darkest feelings locked away

Is this the price I have to pay
To make it through another day
If it is someone should kill me now
Dealing with pressure all the time
It makes me feel so far from fine
I need to escape but I don't know how

When I talk to you I put my game face on
Always claiming victory before the war's been won

Thinking of the way it used to be
Losing my grip on reality