Testo Suicide Is Easy

I don't feel that good after all I wanna blow my brains against the wall But I wanna do it in style And that can take a while! So I wanted to jump of the bridge I never realized I was afraid of ice The first time I felt afraid And I thought of all the good things in my fridge I don't feel that good after all I wanna blow my brains against the wall But I wanna do it in style And that can take a while! So I went home and ate my last meal And then I thought about long ago Standing there thought about smoking my last dope Maybe that will give me some hope I don't feel that good after all I wanna blow my brains against the wall But I wanna do it in style And that can take a while! Thoroughly stoned I layed my head on the rail How was I to know it was a motorway So I keep thinking why After all I don't wanna die