Testo These Days

Yeah
Fffuck, I mean
Yeah

Lately i've been working through the night
Doc say I gotta confess more
Anxiety in a newer light
Don’t know what im so stressed for Don’t know why im so alone again
I've been drinking on my own again
Don’t know why I'm so distant from the world
I can feel it all closing in, like fuck
Tell me why I feel nothings changed?
Tell me why it all feel the same?
All these demons still running round, pouring hennessy for me to numb the pain
Now I say we gotta trust the plan
Feel like no one really understand what I'm going through
Still a kid, still wearing shoes i gotta grow into
These days I don’t smile no more
These days I pretend to
These days I've been so numb
Look at all the shit that I've been through
These days people leaving so fast, I don’t know who to turn to These days full of lessons
But i guess that's just some shit I got to learn through
Yeah
I'm just hoping i don’t break
I'm just hoping if there is a god, that he sees past the mistakes
Music shit is so stressful, so many night I almost gave it up
So many nights i spent so depressed thinking I would never be great enough
Then i had a nervous breakdown 2017
I ain't know who to turn to
Man, 2018, I'm back in hospital tryna work through
All this pent up anxiety
I want to live but it hurts to
When the people that you thought would never leave are the first ones to desert you
But I'm numb now, these days i don’t give a fuck