Testo Funeral

I'm singing at a funeral tomorrow
For a kid a year older than me
And I've been talking to his dad
It makes me so sad
When I think too much about it I can't breathe

And I have this dream where I am screaming underwater
While my friends are all waving from the shore I don't need you to tell me what that means
I don't believe in that stuff anymore

Jesus Christ, I'm so blue all the time
And that's just how I feel
Always have
And always will
Always have
And always will

And I have a friend I call
When I've bored myself to tears
And we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves
Then we laugh until it disappears
And last night I blacked out in my car
And I woke up in my childhood bed
Wishing I was someone else
Feeling sorry for myself
And I remembered someones kid is dead

Jesus Christ, I'm so blue all the time
And that's just how I feel
Always have
And always will

And it's 4AM, again
And I'm doing nothing
Again