Testo jester

Uh, call up my jesters again, "I'll be better", I said
I tell lies, do you mind?
You've been living in a trench, said, "I'll do my best"
Down here you're fine, I'm not yours and you're not mine
You don't mind the X's on my hands
I'm barely a man at all, I'll play the role
I don't blame you, no offense, I need to mend it all
I can't forfeit, got a bad idea, I won't act on it
Honestly, I don't want this
Please don't trust me with any choices
There's something in my head
I count my losses, I enjoyed it in thе moment
And honestly, I don't want this
Pleasе don't trust me with any choices
There's something in my head

Don't conversate, I'm afraid I have wet eyes
Do you mind?
I've met my fate, you can't keep me safe (That's fine)
Thank you for the edge anytime
Don't know why they envy me, they don't know the half of it
Why am I your everything? Waiting to be suffering How do you make an enemy? Guess you've got no fear now
All of you are dead to me, so I close my mouth

I can't forfeit, got a bad idea, I won't act on it
Honestly, I don't want this
Please don't trust me with any choices
There's something in my head
I count my losses, I enjoyed it in the moment
And honestly, I don't want this
Please don't trust me with any choices
There's something in my head