Testo Nickel Song

slowly I reach the door
push
and your coat's missing
your footprints on the snow
stop and go
stop and go
stop and go
suddenly I'm so little alone without a nickel
why you're going away
not much to say
smoke of my cigarette
fades into the ceiling
can't say I didn't know
I didn't know
I didn't know
I didn't know
you were never real
and how am I to feel
of this winter love