Testo Alsatian Darn

I only feel a chill whenever I come out from my shell
Id surely lie if I said that I was sure that it might work out
Now I wont let it slide
No I wont let it slip up
Found a way and I feel like I shouldn't let go
Drop a bomb on the spots where my doubt streams grow
What to do when the things that I want don't allow
For the handful of mouths that I'm trying to feed Got to do what you've got to do
What weighs on weighs on my mind
So I cant get sleeping at night
Say can I make a bad mistake
Say what it is I want to say
Say what?