Testo Undeserving Tears

The last petal was torn on not
Or so it seems
Better times is what I thought
But it doesn't look that way to me Who am I not to forgive?
I am just as unworthy yet it's given to me
But can i ask?
Where did your heart go?
Did you tear it out and throw it away? Was it worth it all? to throw away a lifetime of memories?