Testo Anything

You said your wish would be for anything
I trusted you more than anything
But in the heat of the moment, you left me out to rot
I knew you weren't meant for me
But looks aren't everything
So I trusted my mind and my mind, it trusted me not

I'm happy, but bored as hell But happy, you can't tell
I'm bled and I'm blank face, sorry if I seem rude
You know me, no, you don't know me
You know me, okay, then show me
Oh wait, you can't, I ain't open up to you
I'm just a disappointment
I'm always disappointing
Everyone, I'm avoiding
I stay true to myself, I do good by myself
I find talking important
But I keep my answers shortened
Afraid they'll imply enforcement
But then [?] and then target myself

You said your wish would be for anything I trusted you more than anything
But in the heat of the moment, you left me out to rot
I knew you weren't meant for me
But looks aren't everything
So I trusted my mind and my mind, it trusted me not