Testo Life

I wander aimlessly through life
With an emptiness inside of me
Eating away my happiness
I float in apathetic misery

Wake up to the sound of my alarm
Dreading what troubles lie ahead
Fight through the hollowness to find a way But I die a little more every day

My life seems to go on and on
My mind is never at rest
Stress is winning in this sanguine war
Society's the pimp and I'm everybody's whore

Tossing and turning I wish I could find it
Wanting and yearning I hope I can find it
Looking for the answer but I don't have a question
Every step I take is in the wrong direction
Every thought I think is a diluted misconception
Another few of hours of lying awake
It's a bitter bill that I can not take
My mind implodes as I obfuscate I take deep breaths but I suffocate

I'm tired of living loathsome days by the clock
Rotting away in a prison with a lifelong lock
I reach for the key but it's hidden in my mind
I long to see, my eyes are wide but I'm still blind