Testo Reaper

Before the weather was colder
I swore that I owed your life to mine
Back when the garden was greener
I could see what was on your mind

And until now
I’ve lived in the same three months
With no one but myself And until now
You’ve been in my nightmares
Only I’m the one who kills you

Before the sun hid away
I adored every day that you spent beside me
But now it’s just another weight
That I’ve been aching to lose for a while

And until now
I’ve lived in the samе three months
With no one but myself
And until now
You’ve been in my nightmarеs
Only I’m the one who kills you
This year, maybe I shouldn’t try to pretend like everything’s fine
When I’m up to my neck in a pool of thrown-away time
My lungs can’t last any longer than this
One more breath, I’ll be under the surface

If I keep lying, what’ll come of my pride?
A pair of eyes staring dead at the sky
If I keep lying, who’ll mark on my life?
A stander-by with a cloak and a scythe

This year, maybe I shouldn’t try to pretend like everything’s fine
When I’m up to my neck in a pool of thrown-away time
My lungs can’t last any longer than this
One more breath, I’ll be under the surface