Testo Somewhat Damaged

so impressed with all you do
tried so hard to be like you
flew too high and burnt the wing
lost my faith in everything

lick around divine debris
taste the wealth of hate in me
shedding skin succumb defeat this machine is obsolete

made the choice to go away
drink the fountain of decay
tear a hole exquisite red
fuck the rest and stab it dead

broken bruised forgotten sore
too fucked up to care anymore
poisoned to my rotten core
too fucked up to care anymore

in the back off the side far away is a place where I hide
where I stay tried to say tried to ask I needed to
all alone by myself where were you?
how could I ever think it's funny how everything that swore
it wouldn't change is different now just like you would always say
we'll make it through then my head fell apart and where were you?

how could I ever think it's funny how everything you swore
would never change is different now like you said you and me make it
through didn't quite fell apart where the fuck were you?