Testo Suffer

I was a reckless boy
With aspirations and dreams
Builing my way up to my destiny
But situation's changed
Walls assembling
Trapped in deception and agony
Accumulating my anger constantly
Closing my eyes to reality Finding strength and hatred
Envy and greed
Losing myself to anxiety
In vain

Suffering in vain

With nothing to win nothing lose I'm circling
Behind the edge of this endless apathy
I'm slowly wasting in my own desperation
With nothing to live for and nothing to choose
I'm struggling to find the truth
Inside a sea of self-destruction
I try to fight my way back to the door
I fight my way back to the door

I saw
I saw the world in black and grey
And now it's time to cut the ropes
I'm gonna take back my control
Blergh

I'm gonna take back
I'm gonna take back my control
This liberation keeps me keen
Ahhhh

With nothing to win nothing lose I'm circling
Behind the edge of this endless apathy
I'm slowly wasting in my own desperation
With nothing to live for and nothing to choose
I'm struggling to find the truth
Inside a sea of self-destruction
I try to fight my way

With nothing to win nothing to lose
I'm slowly wasting in my own desperation

With nothing to live for and nothing to choose
Inside a sea of self-destruction
I try to fight my way back to the door