Testo Wish You Away

When the lights go down
And I'm lying all alone staring at the ceiling
Girl if I was wrong
Tell me why you're lying here and you're not leaving

I must confess I'm a total mess
You tore the heart out of my chest
You hold both halves in your hands I'm barely breathing

I wish you away but not for the day
But for all the reasons l begged you to stay
Can't do this again
All we do is pretend we set the world on fire
Now it feels like the end
Oh I can't, I can't wish you away

When the smoke has cleared
And there's nothing left to say
And there's no feelings

I'll miss the sex I'm a fuckin' wreck
I'll miss your legs around my neck I'll miss your nails across my chest
But I'm still leaving

I wish I could tell you how I feel
When my body's numb
We go round and round
Like a bullet in a roulette gun
I wish I could close the door on us
And leave without a sound
But I can't, no I can't
I can't wish you away
I can't hold back the sun
As I'm lying all alone
And the bullets in the gun

I can't do this again
All we do is pretend
We set the world on fire
And it feels like the end
Oh I can't I can't wish you away

Away...