Testo Rolling Rock

I've been better off alone a long time now
Lights are on and I'm at home, curled on the couch
Promise I've a better tomorrow
I promise I'll do something new
You should know my mind sometimes wanders back
To thoughts of you

New Year's Eve out on the sidewalk Get your hand on someone's rolling rock
I had a feeling it would hurt so bad
Stared at the ceiling, it makes it worse
But we both knew that

Hard to keep the motive straight for me lately
Push myself [?] for something sweet
Tell myself I don't really need it
But I still don't believe that's true
I would trade a lot just to hear the words you've never used

New Year's Eve out on the sidewalk
Get your hand on someone's rolling rock
I had a feeling it would hurt so bad
Stared at the ceiling, it makes it worse But we both knew that

I had a feeling it would hurt so bad
Stared at the ceiling, it makes it worse
But we both knew that