Testo All At Once

Is any of this real? It still hasn't set in
All the pain I've ever felt started spreading
I'm afraid of it coming down any second
And I think I did it myself with your hands
Is any of this real? It still hasn't set in
All the pain I've ever felt started spreading
I'm afraid of it coming down any second
And I think it's all over now death dancing
Reflections from the floor, color on the pavement
Light leaking out, stare at shadows following me
I know that its my fault, reminded every day
Don't wanna do this anymore and it's so hard lately
I'd say I fuck it up if I had control
Born in a body nobody would love
And I can't make you care
I just really thought you did
After all these years you left in thirty seconds

Is any of this real? It still hasn't set in
All the pain I've ever felt started spreading
I'm afraid of it coming down any second
And I think I did it myself with your hands Is any of this real? It still hasn't set in
All the pain I've ever felt started spreading
I'm afraid of it coming down any second
And I think it's all over now death dancing