Testo So Far

I want this life to change though I wont bother
It seems to punish me I swear I'm only
The one that everyone can loose their patients
I'm so pathetic and I wishing for this...

The only time I get to have my way
Is when I don't act the same?
I don't want to play these games Please don't let me see your face

I fall, so far
And I can't get up
I fall, so hard
And now I can't get up

I won't remain the same my conscience left me
The way I act sometimes can end so simply
I shut my mouth because you all damn hate me
I want to know and I am wishing for this...

The only time I get to have my way
Is when I don't act the same?
I don't want to play these games Please don't let me see your face

I fall, so far
And I can't get up
I fall, so hard
And now I can't get up

I hide in my corner
And hope for the shelter
Contemptuous strains that I feel
It's ripping it's tearing
And I cannot bear this
This turn that I wait for is here

I fall, so far
And I can't get up
I fall, so hard
And now I can't get up

I can't get up...
I can't get up...
I can't get up...