Testo So Far It Just Sucked

My heart’s in shambles
i lost my appetite
ingrained in my brain
and i know i might
have made some mistakes
not like you got it right
no thoughts just pain
after all those nights
of words i mean way too much
and words you don't mean enough
was hoping one day it'd be different
but so far it just sucked

so far it just sucked

we should be kissing in the dark
what if we stop playing the part
can you stop making it so hard
cuz so far it just sucked

i should’ve let go
a long time ago can’t shake these feelings
they feel mutual
i don't care what they say
i can see it in your face
and i'm running out of patience
and it just seems unfair
but you don't really care
that's why so far it just sucked

we should be kissing in the dark
what if we stop playing the part
can you stop making it so hard
cuz so far it just sucked

of words i mean way too much
and words you don't mean enough
was hoping one day it'd be different
but so far it just sucked