Testo Damned If I Do

So you say you're not in it for yourself
you pray I never change for you theres no one else
I've got time on my hands and memories on the shelf
I've got tears in my eyes for me there's no one else

It feels like no one really understands
that I've nothing to show. So where do i go?
When I can't be alone. I can't be with you
I can't go home. I just cant do it
I can't run away but I can't stay here
I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere
and I'm damned if I do, damned if I don't
maybe I will or maybe I wont
but someday I'm sure I'll be missed

All I want is some time to be myself
I've got you on my mind there's still nobody else
I wish I could erase these feelings that I chase
I hope time realigns the problems that I face
And It seems like no one really understands
that I've lost a lot somehow
So where do I go now?
When I can't be alone. I can't be with you
I can't go home. I just cant do it
I can't run away but I can't stay here
I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere
and I'm damned if I do, damned if I don't
maybe I will or maybe I wont
but someday I'm sure I'll be missed

Well baby, I quit.

So what if It's no fair?
So what if It's not right?
We're way beyond repair
so ask me if I care
It's different this time
no, I'm not coming back
goodbye...

Well baby, I quit