Testo Beautiful Pain

Why's it got to be so hard
Why's it got to be this way
It's like I'm being torn apart
By all this beautiful pain

I know you want to be with me
But you've got to go to him
Freedom isn't really free If you sink before you learn to swim

And I shudder in my sleep
I can hardly close my eyes
And I wake up in a dream
Free now from a life of compromise

You never lost but you never won
And you never fought, and you never moved on
You never lost but you never won
And you never fought, and you never moved on
Don't be afraid of looking back
Everybody has a past

And you've got my heart racingIn just a few days and
I want to be patient
So this doesn't fade away

If you've got to save a life
Maybe it should be your own
Cause baby we don't have much time
Till we come stumbling home

And I know that we just met
But I never understood
How can something be that bad
When it feels this good

And I shudder in my sleep
I can hardly close my eyes
And I wake up in a dream
Free now from a life of compromise

Well you never lost but you never won
And you never fought, and you never moved on
You never lost but you never won
And you never fought, and you never moved on
Don't be afraid of looking back
Everybody has a past

And you've got my heart racing
In just a few days and
I want to be patient
So this doesn't fade away

Why's it got to be so hard
Why's it got to be this way
It's like I'm being torn apart
By all this beautiful pain