Testo Swallowed Pride

Two days
Two days you been gone
And I hate that I— uh
And I hate that I miss you
Hate that I gotta be vulnerable
Now open a cornucopia of stuff that I don't wanna get to
Girl say they need a man with a soft side like Charmin tissue
He'd be the first one they rip through Flushed, like fuck him
Well, here goes nothin', you (You)
At the top of discussion
Of my friends and my cousins, uh
It's a lil' bit disgustin'
See a dark nigga blushin'
Had your feet in my lap
Now you can't text back
Girl, don't do me like that

Maybe if I swallowed my pride
One day, we'll find the sweetest life
Maybe if we searched deep inside
Onе day, we'll find the sweetest lifе
Played my cards close to the chest, I know the feeling best
They say open hearts are closer to death
How can you know love if you won't release?
You think flowers grow before planting seeds
Easier to lust than for us to trust
Most folks rather fuck than to fuck love up
People juggle hearts to escape from loss
Who knows what you'll gain 'til you give your all

Maybe if I swallowed my pride
One day, we'll find the sweetest life
Maybe if we searched deep inside
One day, we'll find the sweetest life

I hate you
I mean, I don't know if hate is even the word
But I can't stand you right now
I don't know what the future holds for us
But I really just need you to leave