Testo Waking Up Crying

Can we, talk about your heart please?
It must be so damn exhausting
Always seeing worst in everybody
Including me
Can we discuss this condition?
Your negative disposition
To anybody that isn't you
I am not a terrible person
Like you tend to think I am
For some God-awful reason

Can we talk about your heart now?
It must be so debilitating how
You save so much room for so much distain

To me it just seems like-
Everyone else is always the worst
But now self-reflection proves difficult
Before anyone speaks you think you know what they think?
What an incredible fеat, to be forever in sync
With thе over-analytical, hyper self-critical
Mind of metaphysical, optimistic cynical people
I am not a terrible person
Like you tend to think I am
For some God-awful reason
I would laugh, but I woke up crying
You tell me to laugh but woke up crying
Honey I wanna laugh, but I woke up crying
I would laugh, but I woke up crying
I would laugh, but I woke up