Testo Richard Siken

If you love me, baby, you don't love me in a way I understand
No one called me pretty
No wonder I fell right into your hands

Fighting in your Chevy 'bout how I'm no good at parking
While you were driving drunk like every night and
You prayed you'd change me
Said, "One day you'll be just the way I am" God, if you love me, baby, you don't love me in a way I understand

Made love in your backseat so your parents couldn't hear me
But you say with mine I act like a child

In another life, I never would've called you back
In another life, I've never been in love
And I'm okay with that
In another life, hearing your name don't hurt
In another life, I've never been in love
But at least you're not my, at least you're not my first