Testo New Age Crisis

I feel like I'm gorgeous
Trying to find the beauty In pain
And all I see is scars
Remind me of my flaws
I'm okay
I'm okay

Smoke come out my mouth like the holy ghost I'm living on a pile of unfolded clothes
I'm sitting on the floor like the garden of eden
If you could see what I was seeing
The apple was seedless
I'm playing with the dark

I've been looking at the sky for hours
I've been planning my escape for months
I've been building a castle in the sky
Carry stone through the storms
I've been planning a battle I can fight
Like a war with no goal
I'm sitting on the throne
I'm nobody no soul
Scream thunder Cry gold
I can feel it
I can feel it heaven is the ceiling

I got the spirit
I got the spirit
I got the spirit
I got the spirit...