Testo 1508

When I don't want to say these words, because it might ruin everything.
The poison in my words are now in my veins.
I'm rotting underneath this flesh that you have come to know.
And I fear it's only time until I'm bone. Decay!
Such a lifeless body. Well decay! such a lifeless body.
I always catch myself drifting away from me.
And never fitting into what you want me to be.
Hold on to something, and save your breath Because my image of you is the only thing that's left.
I fear, I fear, I fear I'm alone.
Just carve these words into my bones!
How can I make you see that this isn't who I ever wanted to be?
Who I ever wanted to be? Me!