Testo Nobody's Funeral

I think I'm rotting from the outside in
I keep on sucking down oxygen
This is gonna hurt, it's a sickly burn in my stomach
I'm nauseous again

You're new 'til you're not
You're the name in the bedpost until you're a notch
It's cool, I just thought Maybe I could be the one for once, but

Not a big deal, gonna be fine I know
Nobody's fault, nobody's funeral
I can't place blame, I can't point fingers
It's all fun and games 'til the feelings fissure
It's just another end
I'll forgive one more time, I'll forgive again

God, I feel small and, God, I feel passive
Tell myself I'll snap back, elastic
Wrong person, wrong time, read bеtween the lines
I'm falling back on survival tactics

You're nеw 'til you're old And everything's warm until it goes cold
It's cool, I just hoped
Maybe this time wouldn't go up in smoke, but

Not a big deal, gonna be fine I know
Nobody's fault, nobody's funeral
I can't place blame, I can't point fingers
It's all fun and games 'til the feelings fissure
It's just another end
I'll forgive one more time, I'll forgive again

Whenever I pray that I'll be the exception
I find I'm the pattern, what an awkward confession
I sit like a statue in the car on the way home
I walk through the doorway alone, but

Not a big deal, gonna be fine I know
Nobody's fault, nobody's funeral
I can't place blame, I can't point fingers
It's all fun and games 'til the feelings fissure
It's just another end
It's just another
I'll forgive one more time, I'll forgive again