Testo Expectations

Misled by too many different opinions don't realy know which one is mine need some times to adjust my thoughts and set my mind straight again
I need some time to feel
I need some time to think
I need some time, for myself!
Been following all these instructions almost forgot how to think for myself in this intellectual stimulations or is this institutionalisation?
I need some time to feel
I need some time to think
I need some time...for myself! Too many expectations but no motivations