Testo Enemies

So twisted up inside I begin to lose my mind
My darkest of sins weigh down my faith I've isolated myself
If only you could see how much this means to me
Tired of hiding behind all your enemies
How can I fight for you so you will stay?
All you wanna do is just get up and leave
You and me against the world
Who was I to say I don't need anyone? Who am I to say I can do this on my own? I constantly think will I ever take on the shape of a man
Building a fortress to not let others in
Night after night pointing my head to the sky for answers
But when I'm only hearing myself its hard to believe
I can do this on my own
I wish you could see how much I tried
I thought I was bigger than what I am
All these miles that I've ran
What do you see in me?
Hiding behind these things that would keep you here with me
If only you could see how much this means to me
Tired of hiding behind all your enemies
How can I fight for you so you will stay?
All you wanna do is just get up and leave