Testo Lonely Loves Me

I once was the one coming home to come undone
Playing house with someone who loved to run
I fell in love with a lie, wish I could tell you why
Chasing time after time, but it's not enough
After falling apart to a timeless work of art
I keep breaking into pieces
Like its healthy, like I need it
Where the hell did I go wrong?
Cause I love love
But love doesn't love me
I curse the stars I'm wishing on
I don't love lonely
But lonely loves me

How do I change?
Stop the spiral, break the chain
Am I the only one to blame in the end?
I've done everything I can
Am I stuck with who I am?
Can a tide turn back around
If it can, can it be now?
Where the hell did I go wrong?
Cause I love love
But love doesn't love me
I curse the stars I'm wishing on
I don't love lonely
But lonely loves me