Testo Lessons

A lesson lived is my lesson learned
I get what I deserve
I know I make mistakes
It's more than you can say
I can't escape being me

I'm face to face with all my problems
And I don't know how to solve them I found my drug, a fix for me
But it didn't fix anything

It's dark and cold throughout this season
Everything happens for a reason
I think it's time I caught my breath
And braced myself for what comes next

I'm medicated
So fucking faded
I've become the person I once hated
I'm not afraid to die
I'm afraid of life
I can't help the way I feel inside
I'm face to face with all my problems
And it's time I fucking solved them
It's all my fault, I lost control
Of the monster inside us all