Testo It Gets Old

Yesterday I saw a vision of myself
I was happy as can be, and I smiled differently
And yesterday I thought, “Am I lying to myself?”
Wonder if that's even me, or a false reality

And after all this time
Pretending I’m alright
I’m not alright (ah) And I’m ten steps ahead
When it's all in front of me
And it feels so out of reach
I don't know what to say
So I look the other way
When I know just what I want
But it's pouring out at once
Don't tell me it's too late
‘Cause it always ends the same
And honestly it’s getting old

The other day I called a friend that I've been missing
And quickly I’m reminded of emotions I’ve been hiding
For weeks, no more lonely nights
In my bed, I’ve been ignoring all my friends
But I try to see it through (try to see it through)
It's a chore to say I do
I know I'm lying (ah)
And I feel like a mess
When it's all in front of me
And it feels so out of reach
I don't know what to say
So I look the other way
When I know just what I want
But it's pouring out at once
Don't tell me it's too late
‘Cause it always ends the same
And honestly it’s getting

Old, old
Old, old

Yesterday I saw a vision of myself (old, old)
I was happy as can be, now it's all in front of me (old, old)
And it’s not so out of reach
Not anymore to me
I’ve finally found my peace
And I know just what I want
And it’s pouring out at once
Don’t tell me it’s too late
Just wanna find my place