Testo Heads Up

I'm repeating myself
Over and over again
I can't listen to what I'm saying, so I cover my ears
All the same words are phrased in a different way
But the message remains the same, so I better stay

Silent 'till all of this changed
I'm waiting for a better day
I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation
Oh I feel like giving up to get a real bad reputation
I really hate myself so much
'Cause I'm more than just a little messed up
I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation

Just look at me now
Such a freak in its own tragedy
But I don't want you to pity me
So let's rather stay

Silent 'till all of this changed
I'm forcing myself through these days
I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation
Oh I feel like giving up to get a real bad reputation
I really hate myself so much
'Cause I'm more than just a little messed up
I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation

I feel stuck, oh I feel stuck
Just give me some more time to think
I'm losing all my patience
I feel so irrelevant
Look at me now
Ugly unintelligent

I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation
Oh I feel like giving up to get a real bad reputation
I really hate myself so much
'Cause I'm more than just a little messed up
I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation

I gotta keep my head up