Testo If It Is

Weren't you so inviting
The way you looked me in
I've been romanticizing
I've lingered on your skin

And still it was surprising
The lack of self control
When love you looked like lightning When you came in too close

Now you've got me right where you want me
Coping with my codependency
And I get lonely

And isn't it familiar
When it feels different
Don't lovers get recycled
When love don't feel passionate

But I wanna believe you
I wanna be yours
But binging you till boredom is all I can afford
When you've got me right you want me
So self aware, I've compared the chemistry

Cuz if it is... what it was, what it was, what it was
If it is... what it was, what it was, what it was
If it is... you should know babe

I get lonely