Testo Break Your Heart

I'm stuck in bed
I don't know why I'm not dead
I feel left out
Even though my friends are all around
I'm losing touch
'Cause of growing up fucked up
I'm in love
But I kinda miss doing drugs
I'm not tryna break your heart
But you're gonna have to make me do it
And I'm not tryna fall apart every time I wake up
I guess I'm just going through it

And I'm not tripping bout yesterday's money
I just wanna know you really love me
And I'm not tryna fall apart every time I wake up
I guess I'm just going through it

Everything's my fault
(Everything's my fault)
Everything's my fault again
Why do I even pretend I'm feeling anything?

Everything's my fault
(Everything's my fault)
Everything's my fault again
Why do I even pretend
I'm feeling anything?

I'm not tryna break your heart
But you're gonna have to make me do it
And I'm not tryna fall apart every time I wake up
I guess I'm just going through it

And I'm not tripping bout yesterday's money
I just wanna know you really love me
And I'm not tryna fall apart every time I wake up
I guess I'm just going through it

Are you aware, aware, aware?
Or do you not care, about me anymore?
Are you aware, aware, aware?
Or do you not care, about me anymore?
Are you aware, aware, aware?
Or do you not care, about me anymore?
Are you aware, aware, aware?
Or do you not care, about me anymore?