Testo Finally Commit

Streetlights align a dead end road
I walk to the end pretend I don't know
I find myself here more times than I can count
It's funny how the evening brings me to
A place I can't get out

I bailed on going out tonight
So I didn't see you But last week I was walking through your town
Kind of hoping you'd see me

And I don't know what the hell I'd say
I'd probably say something stupid, like I always did
And I'd want to list all the ways with you I blew it

Well I'm tired of the cold
And I'm tired of the way I've been living
Guess I'll be 80 years old
Till I can finally make a well-thought-out decision
But by then, there'll be no one there to listen

I get stuck in the same old cycle
Going through the motions with my eyes closed And I've been longer than I'd like to admit
'Cause I'm scared of the aftermath if I
Can finally commit to

Well I'm tired of the cold
And I'm tired of the way I've been living
Guess I'll be 80 years old
Till I can finally make a well-thought-out decision
But by then, there'll be no one there to listen

This time was supposed to be different
"I won't be the man I've been"
Wasn't always so indecisive
But now I can't remember when
Mhmm

Well I'm tired of the cold
And I'm tired of the way I've been living
Guess I'll be 80 years old
Till I can finally make a well-thought-out decision
But by then, there'll be no one there to listen
There'll be no one there to listen