Testo Bastard Ritual

It seems what I have become is something less than a man
And in the end they were right
I've gone and wasted my life
And now my only goal is to slowly die in a ditch
To be a grave left unkempt
A corpse un-mourned and un-wept
Under the earth I will be
Alone, disgraced and deceased You'll never say R.I.P