Testo Stay

I wanna make you laugh
Wanna thaw the ice that's frozen
I wanna spend some time without another fight
Babe, I'm exhausted
And if I'm being honest
I'm afraid to stay
Just to disappear into the perfect life you made
And if I'm being honest I'm not okay
I broke myself
To fit into the mold you made

But why don't we don't try
Something else this time around
It's not like
We gotta figure this shit out tonight
I need time
But I don't wanna lose forever

I'm sorry for how I left
But I don't take it back
I don't regret it
I still hurt from things you said You twist the knife right in with your defenses
But if I'm being honest
It's not all your fault
I felt comfortable to give you all control
I hate to see you hurting, but I've become so small
I think it's time that I did something for myself

But why don't we don't try
Something else this time around?
It's not like
We gotta figure this shit out tonight
I need time
But I don't wanna lose forever