Testo Honeysuckle

I'm lying here wondering am I dying inside
Am I diseased
I'm feeling pretty weak

My lungs are full of fluid
Will they continue to fill
Is this nearly the end
I used to be so pissed off Then I forgot
Then I erased you
Then I just fucking erased you

Not for nothing
I was born so happy
But now it just takes
So much to keep me alive

I thought i'd be better without you
The past is always poison to me
Tried to forget
Tried to erase you

From the rain that never falls From the wind that blows away from me
From the waves on other shores
From the taste of air surrounding me

I'm stuck at the corner of how long
So hard to be awake
Like hell to fall asleep
Tried to forget

Let me erase
A time and place
I can't forget your face
I can't erase

Claw away at the wound inside
Rip into my flesh to find a light
It's suffocating in here
And it's only me

Come a little bit closer please